We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Four Shadows

by Sombre Holiday

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

    PLUS: hidden track, liner note booklets, photos
    Purchasable with gift card

      $7 USD  or more

     

  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    High-resolution artwork and beautiful CD jewel case

    Includes unlimited streaming of Four Shadows via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 7 days
    Purchasable with gift card

      $17 USD or more 

     

  • Full Digital Discography

    Get all 20 Sombre Holiday releases available on Bandcamp and save 55%.

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality downloads of The Soul's Blood, The God Who Is Hidden (Single), Stay Awake (Single), The Deep Flood (Single), The Failed Sun, Man of the Sky, That Picture of You, The Death of Death, and 12 more. , and , .

    Purchasable with gift card

      $25.20 USD or more (55% OFF)

     

1.
You are hear-in(’) my thoughts again. I guess distant thunder carries over water. Yet how did I know I loved you If you never told me—the Sadness said: Believe me, between you and me Thoughts follow no leader They range like the distant smoke Of an eighteenth century fire… In my memory I know your face. As dreams break the silence of the night, I find that you’re still there When I open my eyes And when I wait here for you… If I wait here… Expectant… You never answer… Still… I see you as you see me The eyes of a stranger. In the fragments of bloodstained glass. The memory of distant lightning glare. I close my eyes and you’re still there. Believe me, between you and me… A memory of fire
2.
I can’t wait for this moment to last forever— The dance beneath the trees. But I see another fall, Leaves: memories forgotten, Waking between death and— I see another fall. Downcast, it silently faces spring. I know this moment won’t last forever. Barren trees look odd in the breeze. I don’t want seasons in heaven. I don’t want an end to spring. Falling from heaven, You leave these dreams To be burned forever after eternity. If it’s taken away anyway, Am I to love what I have today? And what does that leave tomorrow? Do I look forward to transience with sorrow?
3.
(Piece VIII) Come on out and see me again. I’ll change my clothes so you’ll remember Nothing much has changed. It can be exactly the same, If we wear the masks and conceal our temper. Our tempter. But your love lies Somewhere just out of reach Its hands seem holy Its darkness is free And the truth dies slowly But dreams we’ll someday see When true love lies bleeding, Our love Lies Somewhere Where secrets Scream Just out of reach
4.
Here in the dark the shadows are Illuminating secrets of an illusive heart, Staring down at a new found stranger Discussing life in the masque of danger. Saying what we want to say— Saying what we’re thinking and all Without thinking. Reflecting upon the future And the moments we’ve left, And we’ve left, Sorrow returns to make amends Writing dark lines where the soul pretends, Still wondering what we’ve left Realizing there must be more But what are we fighting for? What are we fighting for? Here in the dark the dreamers are No stranger— No stranger than the lives we’re living, And the love we’re fighting for
5.
I turn to you in sorrow, As daylight passes my eyes, unconsciously smearing The canvas in its rain. I turn to you in sorrow, And you’re always there, it seems, A comfort from the world Because I turned you into my dreams I turn to you in sorrow. I turn to you, in sorrow I will leave. I can’t leave you alone, On my own, Because now you are my waking dream. And I know you can’t leave me, alone… Will you be here again tomorrow? I turn to you in sorrow, Maybe because I know I shouldn’t. Regret.
6.
Silhouette 09:08
I saw you again last night. I’ll relate what I remember: The wind was rough as we Ascended a steep and winding street Full of old houses with faces Peering from two(-)story windows. You were dressed in read and black And at the top of the street I could see by your silhouette you were cold. You turned and put your head on my shoulder. For the first time. But I don’t remember where they went, Those faces on the street, As we slowly turned toward the undulating sea, To our left and paused; In the shelter of the moment You were Holding me. For the last time. Our bodies were pressed warmly together When something caused me to whisper, Loud enough for you to hear— An unguarded moment. For the first time I was able to bring myself To say what I’d felt for you, and Although it was ill-advised, Innocence, beauty, repression Forced this confession. “What did you say?” you sadly said, although you knew. For the last time I didn’t hesitate. We were on the ground, you were in my arms My face against your cheek, your hair deep within my lungs. As I whispered it again. And again. Over…
7.
The Sadness 02:40
The silence that follows Thoughts with no leader Sadness says Following silently A leader with no thoughts I heard you say it: (In the silence, the sadness said:) “Believe me, true Love is between you and me…”
8.
You are the personification of everything good I’m repelled by You and My reaction to your soul The attraction of your soul unlike any other metaphor Is to me like Me and My newness in metamorphosis The pain of the revolution Making me what I should be Nothing remains in this evolution But the counterfeit of me I am the transmutation of everything I used to be Leaving me Mystified By the enlightenment inside And finding no more lies Ahead I say my goodbyes Still, It’s not your fault; I shouldn’t have allowed you in my heart
9.
This time we did it right, Though it makes it no less painful. I came only to see you— I’d relive the moments again If I could— The doors open and close Faces appear and reappear And disappear— But not yours. Until now. And now My lungs become smaller My thoughts become duller And I don’t see you. Only you. There is something more I wanted to say Something much more Than goodbye Something much more An embrace, a tear Something much more. Hearts break. Doors close.
10.
She’s gone, Like I knew she’d be. Love—to give all you could need— Lust—to steal all you can bleed— Enslaving me: Experiencing two extremes You’re here, (My Lady Wisdom) Now, like you’ve always been. Love, you’ve been faithful and I’ve always known. Tears, now on your petals show - Haunting me: From experience to extremes “My love, won’t you return to me! Rebuild the walls between all and nothing! Remain where innocence calls your name.” I’m where I’ll always need to be. Love, in your arms eternally Trust, you are the faithful one Loving me Hating: From experience too extreme The heart returns

about

In Search of Understanding... Part Two: Four Shadows
Proverbs 1:24; 3:18; 5:1-6; 7:6-27

52 minutes, 11 tracks
Eleventh Hour Entertainment Group, Inc.

#12 on Angelic Warlord's Top 15 of 2012...

"Yes, you will encounter your share of variety, but it works in that the Four Shadows material is so well constructed that it lends to a complementary “whole” that is greater than the sum of its parts. In other words, each song - regardless of differences in style - works well together while able to stand on its own at the same time. Hence, the key to the unique Sombre Holiday sound."
- Andrew Rockwell, Angelic Warlord

www.angelicwarlord.com/reviews/s/sombreholiday12.html

credits

released February 21, 2012

Produced and Engineered by Sombre Holiday

Terry Friesen: All Guitars, Vocals, Keyboards
Trevor Friesen: Drums, percussion

Additional musician: Isaac Friesen (Violin)

All lyrics written by Trevor Friesen
All music written by Terry Friesen

Four Shadows is part two of a two-disc concept album.

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Sombre Holiday California

Introspective
Reflective
Aggressive
Progressive

"[P]owerfully moody soundscapes from this excellent group that successfully mines the thoughtful melancholy of bands like Katatonia, Porcupine Tree and Riverside but with their own unique spin including great use of violin and acoustic guitars to really add drama to their music." – ProgMetalZone

by members of Midnight Worship & Freezing Terror
... more

contact / help

Contact Sombre Holiday

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

Sombre Holiday recommends:

If you like Sombre Holiday, you may also like: